was busy!

salam!
well ive been asked many questions so i guess i'll just tell u my routine!
as u all know we have summer holidays :D alhamdulillah (luv teaching ;))
anyway i went to lahore and then omer joined us.. we all went to karachi and that too in a train! yesssss!
it wasnt taht bad really.. i kinda enjoyed it..we started our journey at 4 pm and reached there at 10 am the next day.. it was supposed to reach there at 8 am :p
attended my cousins nikah! we went to khi for four days.. so didnt have much time..e everybody was busy.. the cars were busy and i was dying to go to the beach.. and so was adeelah (my cousin).
thanx to omers friend..he took us to the beach :D
loved it :)
oh well.. that friend was a chat friend too :p
the next day he invited me to his house .. so that i can spend sumtime with his wife :)
i had fun at his place.. omer went out for breakfast with him.. and i stayed at home with his family. i enjoyed talking to his sister.. v talkative :p
but his wife wasnt v talkative.. (shy maybe)
but i was shocked when i was told that she wants to go back to lhr with nomi bhais family.. nomi bhai works in khi. the reason she gave me was that she gets bored here! (obviously when her hubby isnt around).. then i thought about myself
i wont even think of doing that! i cant think of staying with omers family if hes living in sum other city.. i'll go n live with him!!
i think she was scared because she cant cook! i told her to learn cooking n stay with her hubby :p i hope that she does!
anyway then we came back to lahore.. had a nice lunch at chicago grill! had the yummmiest drink there! called strawberry freeze.. yuuuummmmmmmmmmmmm :D
then we came back to isb :)
i had fun.. alhamdulillah!
im a bit nervous though.. my bhabi is in isb so ive invited her 2morrow and 2 other families as well.. i am gona cook!!!
never cooked for big dinners b4 :p
so pls make dua :)

ungrateful

been ages since i posted sumthing here!
i missedddd blogging hehe..
i read sumthing which i would like to share..

the prophet saw said "my Allah offered to turn the mounts of Makkah into gold for me. but my supplication to him was, "o Allah! I would like to eat one day and feel hungry the nxt, so that i may cry before THEE and remember Thee when i am hungry, and be grateful to Thee and glorify Thee when my hunger is gone!"

after reading this i felt that i have been very ungrateful :(
we have so many things and still we dont thank Him enough..why are we so greedy?
we have good food to eat..clothes to wear.. shelter! everything n still we are ungrateful!
i was just looking at my jewellery! i dont even like gold and sill i have tonssss of gold jewellery..
actually i was thinking of getting rid of it.. specially the big sets.. they arent of any use! i mean i cant wear those sets at home (too big).. and i have to cover myself when i go out! then why should i keep it?
but i have to keep it.. otherwise its going to offend my mil! why cant we do things that we want to do? and when we know we are doing the right thing?
uff!
i dont want to own so much jewellery- i better think of ways of getting rid of it!

movies

last weekend i went to lahore.. actually i went to lahore on wednesday n came back on sunday.. enjoyed a lot :)
went to see king kong with my family.. it was aweeeeeeesome! the ending made me cry though :)
i wana go see it again thogh.. too bad we dont have any cinemas in isb :/
hehe
we just watched "just like heaven" today!
lovely movie! i really enjoyed watching it.. in fact i always dream about a beautiful garden! i love roses.. and i love gardens full of flowers :)
v sweet movie :)
oh yeah another v good movie.. shall we dance :)
it was nice!
im watching too many movies.. not good i know :p have less work because of strikes n all
i made chinese yesterday :)
hot n sour soup, chicken fried rice chicken with lime :) i really enjoy cooking! (in my new non stick pans :p)
heheheh
i want good recipes! recipes that are tried by ppl personally!
i better go now.. tomorrow is monday and im being lazyyyyyyy!

"Time fly by"----- fatee

i have been thinking about time lately. i think everything is connected. i have been thinking about time a lot.. and i went to this dvd shop n i saw "meet joe black" there. i know its an old movie.. but i picked it up.
IT WAS TOOOOO GOOD! i cried a lot during the movie.. yeah...
cuz of its dialogues.. emotions.. love! everything.. love between a father n his daughter ( made me miss my dad!)
n how little time we have and how do we spend it. its a movie.. and in movies u may get some more time.. but in real life its not possible.. so are we preparing ourselves for akhirah?
hehe.. i miss my best friend too.. once she was sitting with her ex fiances mother n she was talking bout sumthing n she said "ji time fly by" (she says sum stupid stuff and then realises how dumb she has been later) lol.. so her ex fiances mother replied "time flies by".. n she was sooooooooo embarrassed.. and as soon as she left.. fatee ( my best friend) called me and told me about the whole episode.. that how she made a fool of herself :D lol.. oh i miss my best friend.
anyway back to the movie..excellent dialogues..emotion language! i just love such movies.
i was thinking of giving up my job and gong back to school.. but this time for religious studies. lets see
i better go now
school 2morrow
:)

eid

oh well
i didnt go to lhr for eid this time. i really missed my family.. eid in lhr is very different from eid in isb :)
we all sit together and talk in lhr
its a bit different in isb..
i was bored in the beginning.. but then we had guests over and then we visited a lot of families.. so it wasnt bad :) alhamdulillah
it was good!
i didnt know most of the families.. n i dont really like visiting new ppl :p but it wasnt bad alhamdulillah
got along well with every1 :) alhamdulillah
but i really missed my mom n dad :s

life?

oh well i duno if i should b happy or sad
well im happy cuz im finally out of my fantasy world
and im sad because i didnt want to get out of it ever. i believed that i was right.
all guys are the same. all of them. i had one small hope that all guys arent the same.. but after wat sumbody told me sumthing about the changes happened in them.. im sure that all guys are the same. im happy 4 them. but im sad from inside knowing that everybody was so right n i was so wrong :(
just too down today

depressed again

i woke up depressed today. i dont know why
when i was little.. my friends used to tell me about their dream house. a bigg hose with lots of rooms n big gardens. i used to stay in a house like that when i was lil.as my father is the director of a mill..so we used to live very close to Nishat Mills in faisalabad.. and at that time we used to live in a mansion. hehe i still remember those days.
anyway so whenever my friends used to visit me they told me how much they liked my house and that one day they'll have a house of their own like this.
i used to stay quiet. i always liked small cozy homes. but ive never lived in one.
today ive been thinking of it. a wish which never came true. i never got a chance to live in a small cozy home.
if Allah wills.. one day i'll get a small hut in any o the northern areas.
why am i talking about cozy homes today? heh
just that im in a v bad today.
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i was just thinking about myself. from the v beginning some ppl think that im too talkative and some ppl think that im the quiet type. the thing is i hate it when i have nobody to talk to. and yes i talk a lot but not with everybody. only with a few ppl.
extremist? am i?
oh well.. im going to lhr 2morrow insha Allah.. am not even excited about that now. just too down so i better stop talking nonsense.

lol! correction

not my sisters daughter.. i meant my sisters son!
i wonder why i said "my sisters son"?
maybe because i told my sis that i like lil girls more than lil boys!
hehe.. we have so many boys in our family! n i just love the way lil girls dress up.. n i always wanted a lil sis!
anyway.. jawad= my sisters daughter :p

ok i finally went to lhr!

i was getting threats like "we wont come to ure blog if u dont post more often"
hehe
i was just too busy with school, exams n then results!
ahh that week was too tough.. i was already feeling bad cuz i wasnt able to go to lhr to see my nephew.. and on top of that i had to check papers n make results :p
i went to lahore on saturday.. as saturday was a working day :s and i had to come bak to isb on sunday.. cuz of the result day which was on monday! ah well.. n i knew i wont b able to wait for another week.. so i went for 1 day only..
this is the 2nd baby of our family...first baby is my sisters son! i love him to no extent.. and i love the way he loves me :D
i really do..i think hes the only person who makes me feel loved.. thats why i love him so much. the way he calls my name! and the way he takes my side! and the way he scolds some1 whos being nasty to me!
i just love to b loved!
hehe
so i was thinking that i wont b able to love any kid now.. n i was thinking how am i gona treat my brothers son!
when i reached lahore.. my nephew was sleeping.. he looked ok to me. i remember the way jawad (my sisters daughter) used to look when he was my nephews age! SO CUTE masha Allah!
hehe
anyway i was thinking that he isnt as cute as jawad :p
the next day when i saw my nephew again.. he seemed different to me.. much more cute than the 1st day.. i think its because jawas was kissing him again n again.. n he kept on saying "he is my lil bro"
hehe
so if jawad has no problem with the new baby boy! why should i have a prob with him :p
so yeah he is v cute.. masha Allah!
but not more than jawad :)
ah n when i was leaving for isb.. jawad cried a lot :( n said stuff like "aap nay to kaha tha mujko chor k nai jao gi phir ja rai ho na" it made me cry :(
n i was thinking how could somebody love me so much? i really miss him now.. n i cant wait to see him again! i love the way he calls me AALAA instead of khala!
hehe
ok i better stop now.. 1 more day of school n then im free! yayyy
insha Allah
oh yes.. we werent able to decide any name for the new kid.. everybody is giving different suggestions! i suggested hamza :)
i wonder why i like this name so much..
hamza and ali!
anyway.. we have many alis in our family.. n hey isa is a good name too!
ok i better go now.. its so cold here.. im not in my room.. and its v cold here!