Thursday, December 22, 2005

depressed again

i woke up depressed today. i dont know why
when i was little.. my friends used to tell me about their dream house. a bigg hose with lots of rooms n big gardens. i used to stay in a house like that when i was lil.as my father is the director of a mill..so we used to live very close to Nishat Mills in faisalabad.. and at that time we used to live in a mansion. hehe i still remember those days.
anyway so whenever my friends used to visit me they told me how much they liked my house and that one day they'll have a house of their own like this.
i used to stay quiet. i always liked small cozy homes. but ive never lived in one.
today ive been thinking of it. a wish which never came true. i never got a chance to live in a small cozy home.
if Allah wills.. one day i'll get a small hut in any o the northern areas.
why am i talking about cozy homes today? heh
just that im in a v bad today.
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i was just thinking about myself. from the v beginning some ppl think that im too talkative and some ppl think that im the quiet type. the thing is i hate it when i have nobody to talk to. and yes i talk a lot but not with everybody. only with a few ppl.
extremist? am i?
oh well.. im going to lhr 2morrow insha Allah.. am not even excited about that now. just too down so i better stop talking nonsense.

5 Comments:

Anonymous Nessssyyy said...

write some more sis :) i'm reading...

btw i dont think i can ever go to a small house...

i like very brightly lit houses.. like i hate going to my aunt's house - her house is soo dark and gloomy. I was like "oh its getting late, im so tired.." then i went out back and the sun was shining bright and i was like huh? hehe

small or big.. which house u live in, make sure its brightly lit.. if its a dark house then you feel more depressed, trust me.

10:54 PM  
Blogger enigmatic said...

forget a hut in the northern areas, move to the jungle (or lahore - jangli ppl), dress jawad in banana leaves and go dance around a fire.

banana leaves are pretty useful u know. you can use them as plates.

and yeah ur very talktative and yet the quiet type. quite a contradiction huh?

does ur bandar know abt this blog? oh and does he know i call him bandar?

i figured there's no point in being depressed. involves too much energy surprisingly.

5:21 PM  
Blogger danishmand said...

lol...dont even think about northern areas for another thirty years girl, i have it on good authority that aftershocks will continue for atleast that much time. As for small houses, i have lived in my fair share of mansions, apartments and we all know about the size of houses in isloo. So, it doesn't matter, how big or small the house is, its always the inhabitants that matter...Always!

9:47 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

It's good to dream.

My suggestion is that you try to get out more often. Meet people and make your life an experience. Dreams may not always turn out the way they do when your dream about them, sometimes it's better they stay in dreamworld.

7:20 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

It's good to dream.

My suggestion is that you try to get out more often. Meet people and make your life an experience. Dreams may not always turn out the way they do when you dream about them, sometimes it's better they stay in the dreamworld.

7:22 PM  

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