depressed again
i woke up depressed today. i dont know why
when i was little.. my friends used to tell me about their dream house. a bigg hose with lots of rooms n big gardens. i used to stay in a house like that when i was lil.as my father is the director of a mill..so we used to live very close to Nishat Mills in faisalabad.. and at that time we used to live in a mansion. hehe i still remember those days.
anyway so whenever my friends used to visit me they told me how much they liked my house and that one day they'll have a house of their own like this.
i used to stay quiet. i always liked small cozy homes. but ive never lived in one.
today ive been thinking of it. a wish which never came true. i never got a chance to live in a small cozy home.
if Allah wills.. one day i'll get a small hut in any o the northern areas.
why am i talking about cozy homes today? heh
just that im in a v bad today.
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i was just thinking about myself. from the v beginning some ppl think that im too talkative and some ppl think that im the quiet type. the thing is i hate it when i have nobody to talk to. and yes i talk a lot but not with everybody. only with a few ppl.
extremist? am i?
oh well.. im going to lhr 2morrow insha Allah.. am not even excited about that now. just too down so i better stop talking nonsense.