Friday, September 30, 2005

Allah's name

hmm my blogs arent getting posted here.. weird.. so lemme try once again :)
i just realised that i really like listening to Allah's name..i can listen to them all night! really :)
well one benefit of teaching is im learning these names by heart.. finally! well i always wanted to.. but with this type of memory.. i just dropped the idea.. but now im taking it slow.. we give just one name to the students per week.. with the meaning and some examples.. so it helps in learning the names.. well i know that its gona take ages like this.. but still sumthing is better than nothing :)

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

miss my kitty :S

As im reading poetry.. this poem really touched me :s im missing my kitty badly :S
I had a dream about you, That you were alive again,
I heard you purring, you were happy and healthy,
Like you were a couple of years ago,
We were sitting together,
But i knew it was a dream, Because i knew you had left me,
You had been ripped from my heart,
Why did you get taken away from me?
Why did your life have to be stolen?
Why cant you be here now?
Why? So many questions, rarely do i get a good answer,
But i miss you so much,
It hurts me deep inside,
Never can i erase the memories we shared together,
Never do i want to,
I would pay my savings to get you back,
Back alive to your healthy happy self,
I remember when we found you as a kitten,
We saved your life from that car, remember?
You were ment to die that night,
But we gave you a chance,
Who could dump you beautiful girl?
I will never know,
We saved you,
Gave you a life, and a chance,
You lived until you were almost 14,
Now i must go,
And cry.

for nesli..

heheheh i just read this poem and i really liked it :) made me laugh.. wana share it with nesli. but im using the other pc.. im not using msn and i havent got her blogs url.. so i hope i'll share it with her 2morrow :) u gota read this neslihan :D
Just talked with you.
You promised me everything.
Talked about us,
how we were gonna go on
and how to do it from now on.

You filled my mind with hopes.
You made me get out of my bed in the middle of the night.
And I needed you,
but you turned me down.
I needed someone so badly
and longed for you...
Big mistake!

But now?
Now I'm gonna get out
and get some other flesh!
Cause it wasn't you in particular,
you were nearer...


and this one..

lil_thrush

I know there will come a day,
When we're older.

And we'll meet again,
at a reunion,
or a wedding.

And you'll smile and say something
nice,
like "you look great"
or " I heard about the baby".

And I'll smile, and say something
like,
" I hope you burn in hell.
Asshole"

Allah's name

i just realised that i really like listening to Allah's name..i can listen to them all night! really :)
well one benefit of teaching is im learning these names by heart.. finally! well i always wanted to.. but with this type of memory.. i just dropped the idea.. but now im taking it slow.. we give just one name to the students per week.. with the meaning and some examples.. so it helps in learning the names.. well i know that its gona take ages like this.. but still sumthing is better than nothing :)

hmm

just bored.. so i thought i'll start a blog :)